agent fenris, Hey bud. Simply recognizing these things, you’re a better person. It’s hard dealing with things like this. I went through a lot of abuse growing up too. Now I’m a father and I have a lot of mental issues that make me constantly worry about what kind of affect it’s going to have on my boy. I try to just do my best. Ultimately, that’s all we can do. Stressing makes it worse. I know how hard it is, I fight it myself, sometimes you just need to feel bad though, emotional karmic balance and all.

Hey bud. Simply recognizing these things, you're a better person. It's hard dealing with things like this. I went through a lot of abuse growing up too. Now I'm a father and I have a lot of mental issues that make me constantly worry about what kind of affect it's going to have on my boy. I try to just do my best. Ultimately, that's all we can do. Stressing makes it worse. I know how hard it is, I fight it myself, sometimes you just need to feel bad though, emotional karmic balance and all.

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Thanks man. Just writing that all out, actually processing what’s been going on in the back of my head, the one big thing I haven’t been dealing with or talking about, it really helped. I needed a big ass cry session and then put down into words all the bullshit I feel about him. One step closer to being a mature adult and moving on.

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